My First Encounters - My Story - Part 1

Hi friends, My story is not so different from other stories that have been told here. The thing is that mine is real, hot and very easy to swallow if you catch my drift. I was 25 when I first realised that I must experience other kinds of sex than I was used to. I remember the moment, the realisation that I can do whatever I want with anyone, men, women or shemales. I almost wept my pants just thinking this thought. I felt like i saw the light...This moment, was when I was taking a taxi-cab, totally d***k back to my place, after a night of alcohol... I remember asking the driver if he wants something extra for his services, like a decent blow off.. I was so sweaty and insecure, I didn't know what I was doing.. I just imagined myself sucking him off and it turned me on so much. Surprisingly, the taxi driver expressed his willingness to take an active part of my initiation. He was fat, bold and sweaty, and his cock was fat and short (luckily). I couldn't care less as I was so into it. I remember I was trembling when he unzipped his pants, after pulling aside the car and commanding me to come over. "This is it. " i thought. I am about to taste a dick... well, what can I say, it felt filthy, this wasn't the hottest moment I fantasized about. I did my best to sound like a whore since I was offering myself to a stranger, an appalling stranger. It was all about me...my fantasy, my new life, everything is possible now - I can be a fucking whore! After a few minutes of sucking (I did my best) and moaning (I did my best), I couldn't feel my lips and prayed for him to cum.. I already tasted my own cum, naturally, but this was something different: as my head was moving up and down on his stinky stick, he suddenly held my head close to his crotch, with my mouth filled with his cock...my heart was pounding so hard, this is it I thought. This drove me crazy, I couldn't help myself. the thought of my mouth getting filled with someone's else's cum was too much for me and I came so hard in my pants.. And then it came, a gush of cum on the back of my mouth, I wasn't thinking..I couldn't. So I did what my instincts told me and swallowed everything. Every single bit of it (almost coughed half of it..) I was passive and I liked it. This had turned me on so much. The cab driver murmured something and moved on along with my first gay encounter experience... The next phase was of course (naturally) getting fucked by another man (preferably a stranger). I have considered myself a straight person until now but my sexual preferences were modifying... I got stressed I must admit, what would my friends think? do man notice when I am eyeing them? Well I f***ed myself to let go for a while but I couldn't hold it after a few months. I went secretly to this gay sauna place I read about. I was so fucking nervous, it took me an hour to decide I am going in. after registering I got a towel and went downstairs to change. I was trembling the whole way to the dark room as they call it. I guess that is because it was dark. anyway, there was no one there, besides this russian-looking dude, quite old, like forty something. He was sitting there, eyeing me. I was the only one there...and I didn't know what to do with myself. This is serious business. No Jerking off to someone, no sucking off a dude at night. The look on this guy's face was telling me one thing - I WANT TO FUCK YOU. Damn, I thought. i am not prepared for this one. He was huge, blond - crew cut hair, smelled of alcohol and serious intentions. He approached me and asked me if I want to come with him to one of the private rooms on the left. I was not even aware that there were other rooms there. My passive nature was in charge of my body now, I just smiled an nodded my head, giving him my hand to lead my to his kingdom. The room was dark but not dark enough. When his towel was off, I saw this huge hard cock in front of me. I never saw a cock that big so I got scared. I didn't think I had what it takes to follow my fantasies. but here I am. I got this far. Only my towel stands between me and my new destiny. And then I took it off, just like that. I don't even remember why and from where I got the courage... To be continued