Me and my Bryan

From a young age I used to dress in my moms things.I always knew that I wanted to be fem and girly.I am Courtney, this is my first time writing , its about my first time with a boy.He was my best friend on summer vacation home alone.We where bored and apparently horny but it was not until we had a shot of something from his parents liquor cabinet that I got the guts to start to flirt with him.We went to the f****y room downstairs and started to watch T.V.Bryan went back upstairs and grabbed another drink for us.Thats when I lost my inhabition.I was so turned on by the feel of Bryans cock against my foot.We where lying on the couch facing each other with our feet snuggled up against each others cock and balls teasing one another.He would gas peddle me and squash my balls under his foot.I would gently rub my foot over his clothed covered package getting him nice and hard.We where just boys experimenting and getting used to our bodies.I guess, I was the one to start the ball rolling and was glad that Bryan liked my forward aggressive play.Soon I was rubbing my hands all over his body and finally unleashed his cock from his pants I was in total bliss.The shape smell taste,from that point on I was in luv with boys.I asked him too fuck me and to my surprise he said yes.I was already fucking myself with bananas/cucumbers whatever I could when I was playing with myself at home.So I was ready for the real thing.He got some vasoline.I grabbed a pair of his moms pantyhose out of the laundry room and put them on I had to have pantyhose it was a fetish of mine.I used to always wear pantyhose when I when I fuck myself.I used to take my moms wear hear shoes and silky slips and girdles.She never questioned me but as I look back she must have known that I was going through her underwear and make up.Well they where drying on a rack,I wish they where still dirty that would have been better but oh well. I fingered myself a bit while I keep sucking his cock and licking his balls.He was a top and I was his bitch. I lay on the couch pulling down the hose so he has better acsess, he mounts me no kissing or rubbing, just cock in ass.Slowly I say.I guide his bareback cock head into my tight ass slowly he gets deeper and deeper.It hurts but it is turning me on.He starts a bit of a rythme ,my cock is rock hard,pulsing while it rubs against his belly,my god fuck me fuck me.He does and cause his not very practiced he pulls out and trys to thrust his tool back into my virgin ass.That hurt but with a bit of rubbing he got back in and fucked me for what seemed like a whole minute,but that was perfect for my first time.I did have a great time.The first time to play with cock ,suck cock, and get fucked by cock and have your first cream pie.Did I not say that Bryan came deep up my ass.Well he did and I luv the feel of cum dripping out my hole.I could still feel wet hours later while I was eating dinner with my folks and thinking of when the next time I could play with cock.We did stay best friends for years and he was the only boy to fuck me bareback over and over but that was years ago and I do luv cream pie.He did get better at fucking turns out it was his first time so to me we shared something special.He wouldn't kiss me cause turns out he wasn't gay.I do luv kissing, hope you enjoyed my real non ficton.I do enjoy thinking of the time my mom almost caught me riding him in my f****y room after my sweet @# birthday party.Courtney