Daddy pee'd, as I bathed

You might find it strange to learn a girl can have feelings down there, and yet still not know much about her own pussy. I use the word 'Pussy', instead of 'Vagina', it sounds more in line with what men like, Vagina sounds clinical, and 'Cunt', is crude, but sometimes I get off saying 'Cunt' to men, sound basic and raw, a domineering term. to submissive women. I was twelve when I had my periods, my body was changing, I was now considered fertile, producing eggs for men to inseminate, which meant my pussy had taken over my life, and it seemed my sole aim in life was to protected it from men wanting to enter me, shockingly no, I had to protect it from myself, I soon found out I was the one wanting men to enter me. These urges came once a month, the week before my periods, it was natures cruel joke on young girls, encouraging them and enticing us to fantasize about men, my whole being was centred about my crotch, on that week, the warmth and the sensitivity to touch, the imagery and the constant state of arousal, and the wetness, overwhelming and the need for spare panties, my whole being remained focused on my wet pussy, how was a girl supposed to function normally, when this little slit of sensitive flesh needs attention. I sat in the bath, with my legs under my chin, Daddy knocked quietly on the door, he needed to pee, so he needed me to vacate, even he considered me a different person, because I was now menstruating. I felt the same for the other two weeks, and we were close, since Mummy had left us, and nudity was never an issue, as I saw Daddy in all his manly glory, and I had the freedom of developing in his eyes, from puffy nipples to my first hair growth, I enjoyed showing myself, indeed, we were committed naturist, and being nude amongst men, who were nude in front of me, appealed to my sense of importance. 'Door's open daddy', I called out, and the soft waft of cool air hit my back as he entered the bathroom. I heard him undo his zipper and start to pee, 'You feeling shitty', he asked in a concerned manner. I turned to see him, my eyes resting on his cock as his piss arched into the pan, I looked up to see him looking down at me, that was the difference now, I was looking at him differently, cock first, then his face. He finished peeing, and I turned round to flush the pan, and as I did so I was subconsciously aware daddy could see my breast and swollen nipple, and as I pulled down on the flush, I saw at eye level, his cock harden ever so slightly. The change was there, we both sensed it and an awkwardness became between us. 'Shall I rub your back', he asked, and I consented. The feel of his soaped hand gliding across my back was nice to say the least, and after a few minutes I hunkered up onto my knees and bent forward, this action raising my buttocks clear of the water, and allowing daddy the freedom to wash me deeper. This was our unspoken love for each other, you see we indulged in this bathing ritual, carrying out a pretence of not being aware of the others intention. I looked at the bath side away from where daddy kneeled, pretending not to notice his actions below my eyeline, he was masturbating, having failed to put his little man away before soaping my back, and my hunching up, was my submittance to his need to touch, to enhance his release, 'How does this feel darling', he would ask me, his voice broken as he neared his release. 'Nice daddy', I would reply, as his soapy fingers slipped between my cheeks and parted my own yearning, 'Just there daddy, hmm that's nice', and I would tighten around his fingers, as I orgasmed, and he released his warm semen onto my wet back, father and daughter making the best of our small and intimate world, not acknowledging what we both just did, instead daddy continued to rub his offering into my skin, the emptiness now so obvious between my legs, required more attention, after he withdrew from me, this was my problem, I needed a little more each time, and my little girl games with daddy, were getting outdated as the woman in me blossomed. There could be more to this, but one has to wait and see the response